I am Living with This 

I know you do not understand how hard it can be

Living with the pain 

Living with the hurt my family feels for me 

How limited my life has to be 
Only a few simple things I have done 

Usually spending my days 

Thinking and dreaming of fun 

My life is to be 

Yet a foggy haze 

Knowing my soul keeps creeping around 

Some nights I will cry 

Some nights I will sigh 

Some nights I just want to fly 

AWAY

Take in the air and simply stare 

At my sleeping family 

Thinking, why me 

Irritated with the pain my body goes through

Irritated with me 

The shame in which I wish 

I never knew 

Wanting to scream 

I AM ALIVE 

This will have a lot of meaning 

Watch me now 

I AM LIVING 

With this illness 

With this sickness 

Never being completely alone 

Never being able to be completely shown 

Never understanding 

Why I was given gifts 

Why my life has to be limited 

Living with my feelings that will never be truly understood 

You will never truly get me 

I AM HERE

I am living with this 

I am living with my Epilepsy 

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